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16th June 2004

10:51am: Relief
After not hearing anything about Jewels for a couple of days. I went and phoned her last night. It turned out that she did not try to kill herself, which was a great relief as I did not want to lose her as I still love her and one day I would like to be with her again. I so much wanted to tell her on the phone that I love her and wanted her back but I did not know how she would have reacted. I was more concerned with her than what I wanted.
Current Mood: happy

13th June 2004

1:21am: Really Worried
Ok it has been a day now since she made her journal entry and there is no word. I had AIM on all day and she never came on. I am holding out hope that she is ok and that she is just tired or busy and never had time to come online.
Current Mood: sick

12th June 2004

2:12pm: Sad
I will get to the point. The lady I still love 12 hours ago made a journal entry that she was going to kill herself. All tho I never told her or anyone else that she had a deep impact on me and my life. She made me want to change my life around. Before I meet her, I did not want to change. After we got together, that all changed. It took a bit of prodding from her and because of her doing that I slowly started to change. Not alot of changing at the start as I had 32 years to change.

I pray to god that she did not follow thru on trying to kill herself as I still love her and don't want to lose her.

Jewels. If you read this please comeback to me. I still love you very much.
Current Mood: worried

20th August 2002

4:59pm: Tired
Man o man am I tired. Busy day at work and I keep getting Private Messages at Ikonboard Support for help.

11th April 2002

7:49pm: Tests
Thanks snowelf for all the tests.



Which tarot card are you?




Which "Natural Wonder" are you?



I took this one and snowelf and myself have the same result. hehehe


I'm a Wind Spiriti


Ok what is going on here snowelf. I got the same result again as you.




You're the predominant male figure in the Sims! Anyone who owns the game should know who you are because it's YOU that takes everyone through their paces.
Take the test here
Quiz by
Current Mood: bouncy

10th April 2002

8:15pm: And another test.

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You're a dangerous person -- very ambitious, self-aware and self-reliant. You know what your strengths are and how best to use them to your advantage, and you know what your weaknesses are and how to downplay them. You can either be a great leader or a great tyrant, but you'll definitely be great. Chances are you're also very sarcastic.
Get Sorted!
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House Colors: Green and Silver
Head of House: Professor Snape
Founder: Salazar Slytherin
Mascot: Serpent
Famous Slytherins: Tom Riddle (Lord Voldemort)

6th April 2002

9:34pm: Character Tests
I found this Lord of the Rings Character test and here is what I would be according to it.


Elrond

Elrond

If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Elrond, Elf, ruler of Rivendell and father of Arwen.

In the movie, I am played by Hugo Weaving.

Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software



This is what I would be if I was a Vampire.


You are Dracula. The original. The guy who started it all. Go you.

Find your inner vampire.

Current Mood: crazy
9:17pm: Fantasy Images in Poser 4 3D
I am starting to create my own 3D images using the 3D program called Poser 4. I found a texture for a Drow Priestess. The only problem is I need to find some clothes for her as I can't have her go around naked..
2:04pm: Bored
I am completely bored right now. There is not much happening on the message boards I am a member of. I don't feel like playing a game. I know I should be typing up something for our new website.
Current Mood: bored

4th April 2002

12:10pm: Message Boards cont'
ok I have apologized for my outburst on the message board in question. But some of the people still have a one track mind.
Current Mood: disappointed

3rd April 2002

8:15pm: 3rd Edition Rules - another rant
If 3e was so easy to use they would never have had to come out with a computer program to make it easier to make characters. They did not have to do this with 2nd Edition rules because they are easy to understand.
Current Mood: cranky
4:56pm: Ok the people at this board I mentioned before have pissed me right off to the point of leaving that board. They continue to say that they are right and that I am wrong.
Current Mood: pissed off
1:50pm: Message Boards
I am starting to get very pissed off at some people over at one message board I post at. They continue saying things that they say is right and what everyone else says is wrong. They are saying that information on Elves in 3rd Edition is right and all information in 2nd Edition is wrong.

They say 3e is easier to understand than 2e when it is the other way around. I have looked at the rules for 3e and it is harder to make a character in 3e than it is in 2e.
Current Mood: annoyed
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